What should i do with myself if i like guys a ton but dont want that to be my future?

i am so turned on by guys (i am a guy) dont give me a lecture how this is unholy to god well i believe in evolution! i love them how muscular they are, hairy, and deep voice. im a little bit of a mammas boy but i hate the whole est thing that men are the stronger ones when it is true but like getting in fights all the time for your girl? please not my thing people. i have a girlfriend who i dont like (its complicated dont get me into that) and another girl who wants to do it this summer. i rather put my plow up a guy holes right now (even a few years ago) this started in 4th grade. its been a while. im 14. i dont care if i shouldnt be worried about this crap at my age, you have to do it sometoime and i would be protected. i love so many guys around me, im turned on, i try seeing if people are gay, and if they say yeah lets do it tonight they are joking which disappoints me. there should be some way of knowing. right? advice?