Craving mission and love church life but...?

I have so many questions, uncertainties, and theories to be convinced of anything. There are so many religions out there. I do go to a Christian church and can absolutely feel the unconditional love there and am constantly involved in mission projects. I don't know what I'm missing or what I believe. I don't pray anymore, I don't know when I stopped. What happened? I do not feel wrong, just a little overwhelmed at the pion and pull I feel towards an unstoppable force I would like to think is God. It isn't wrong to wonder. But I envy those who can be convinced what they believe is the absolute truth. So what's the punch line? I don't know. Have you ever felt this way?